Am I Stupid to Improve My Writing Skills?

Today is a nice day. I thank God for a cup of coffee, one cigarrete, and good new friends. I am bad.

I have read an article about "writing skills in English" last 5 minutes ago and make me nervous about what I have learnt so far. It is explain how easy to writing in English. But it doesn't work for me. It explanations make me feel so stupid.

I am sad because I have been reading it lessons. But it is nothing. I have promised to learn writing English seriously to my self. I should keep my word, right? I have determination. I have a will. And I will beat that article in the future.

At this point, I am a newbie. Next month, one article with 800 worda is possible. That is my second promise. I am exciting to see what happen in the next one month. See you later.